It's official. I'm boycotting the men of NASCAR. Frankly, now that I've made it into my twenties, it's totally okay for me to appreciate them more...but wait a minute, what's this?
EVERY piece of new rookie meat that enters NASCAR look like they haven't even reached puberty yet. I'm not gonna lie, I'm a sucker for Trevor Bayne, but why does he have to look like he'd do everything so passively...yes, I meant everything. >.>
Meanwhile, Dale Jr. only recently got a girlfriend (meh, I've grown out of that phase sadly) and Tony Stewart is still blissfully single....and holy damn but Stewart's only looking better with age.
Oh shit, Stewart's twice my age.
Goddamn, I still want that man hard.
See what I mean? All of the newbies who are my age look like they're too soft and/or they don't know what the hell to do if a woman literally stripped in front of them. Trevor Bayne would have a heart attack and cross himself, I know that much. Buuuut damn....too young. I don't care of they're the same age as me, they're too damn young.
Screw it, going back to the hockey boys. Or Jared Allen. Now those are men. >:)
Saturday, February 18, 2012
Friday, February 17, 2012
Of All The Things I've Learned About Korea
Turns out they have limits placed on gaming time to combat an "Internet addiction" epidemic. So somehow, between all of the studying, working, and drinking, they have time to play video games and do Internet things? Because seriously,
The teenagers and children are in school or studying from 9am to 10pm.
For the older crowds, they can go out and drink to their heart's content...but unless you wanna risk a taxi and it's after public transportation closes around 11pm, you're stuck at the bar till transportation is back open at 5am.
Now, they want to curb Internet usage between midnight and 6am. Wait, your people have time to play video games? I thought that was eaten up already by the shopping and entertainment and drinking...
#Totallynotbitteraboutthekoreandrinkingproblems.
Tuesday, February 14, 2012
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Nothing like Valentine's Day to remind you how fucking stupid you are sometimes...fuck.
Not a good time for me to start the self-deprecation, I still have a paper to....I dunno, start? I've got essentially 338 words of rambling, but nothing worth turning in. Dammit. :/
Not a good time for me to start the self-deprecation, I still have a paper to....I dunno, start? I've got essentially 338 words of rambling, but nothing worth turning in. Dammit. :/
Thursday, February 9, 2012
Late Night Confessions
I have developed the absolute worst homework ethics imaginable this semester. And I have no idea how to reverse them. I can't remember the last time I've had so many issues with finishing crap. Maybe it's because I work on 12 different things at once. All I know is that I NEED the weekend to come so I can catch up on stuff. No question about it.
Also, Bethany and I had a fascinating last set of rounds. Not only did we have some clearly stoned and/or drunk residents running around the all-boys floor (no surprise there, and I was disappointed with the kid wearing the Clutterbuck shirt), but one of them just had to ask what our job was. In his drunkenness, he then said, "So your job is to maintain safety.....personallyyy, I find that kinda sexy. Ya know, if you're not doing anything would you like to come back to my room?"
Ohh dear lord, Bethany couldn't keep from giggling while I just smiled and went "Sorry, have got too much homework." WOW.
Also, Bethany and I had a fascinating last set of rounds. Not only did we have some clearly stoned and/or drunk residents running around the all-boys floor (no surprise there, and I was disappointed with the kid wearing the Clutterbuck shirt), but one of them just had to ask what our job was. In his drunkenness, he then said, "So your job is to maintain safety.....personallyyy, I find that kinda sexy. Ya know, if you're not doing anything would you like to come back to my room?"
Ohh dear lord, Bethany couldn't keep from giggling while I just smiled and went "Sorry, have got too much homework." WOW.
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
No Sleep
You know you're doomed to weird dreams when they keep getting weirder unexpectedly. As if my past dreams weren't weird enough...
Had a dream of introducing HCB to my parents over dinner. It was awkward, mostly because of me. He was amusing through part of it.
Meh, just worth taking note of. Otherwise I just never remember how my dreams turn out. Might have to master my dreaming sometime, if I could get over the deja vu paranoia I may or may not have... o.O
Had a dream of introducing HCB to my parents over dinner. It was awkward, mostly because of me. He was amusing through part of it.
Meh, just worth taking note of. Otherwise I just never remember how my dreams turn out. Might have to master my dreaming sometime, if I could get over the deja vu paranoia I may or may not have... o.O
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Testy Test
Out of boredom, Tumblr lurking led me to this. Colorgenics Personality Test
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.
Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.
The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.
For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.
You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.
..........well that was more accurate than I anticipated. o.O
| Name: | Meh |
| Date: | Saturday 4th 2012f February 2012 03:01:09 PM |
| Colorgenics Number: | 3/4/0/1/7/2/6/5/ |
Utmost in your mind is success. You are constantly seeking stimulation and a life full of experience. You are trying to 'grow' and above all you need to develop freely and to shake off the shackles of self-doubt. You are an enthusiastic individual, full of life with the desire to live intensely. You like contact with others and are enthusiastic by nature. You are receptive to anything new, modern or intriguing. Your interests are many and you are likely to expand your fields of activities. You are optimistic about the future and you deserve every success because deep down you are a 'winner'.
Recently you have been experiencing considerable mental anguish and turmoil. You are bored and discontent. Nothing seems to be going right for you. Even your relationships aren't working out and you don't quite know which way to turn.
The present situation, not of your making, is forcing you to compromise. You will have to hold back and forgo some of your hopes, dreams and aspirations.
For whatever the reason, you find it extremely difficult to sustain relationships - that is to sustain them in the manner that you would wish. You are a very gentle sort of person, full of feeling, sensitivity and susceptible to love and affection, looking and longing for a partner with whom you can enjoy 'All things bright and beautiful' - someone with whom you can seek out the more esoteric things of life. But up to now this person has only existed in your imagination. You are very choosy, appreciative, refined and extremely artistic in temperament and it is your hope to seek others who will allow you to form and express your own taste and judgement and who at the same time may assist you in your intellectual or artistic growth.
You really would like to be completely uninhibited - to let your hair down - but you are held back by your sense of logic and rationalilty, since you realise that by simple stupidity you could lose everything - whatever that may be.
..........well that was more accurate than I anticipated. o.O
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
How Often Do I Have to Remind Myself...
I'm not the most important thing to some people.
He has other women who are far closer to him now.
Loneliness doesn't drive you to long-distance friends, only to those nearby.
Distance is a convenient excuse.
Whether it's homesickness, boredom or whatever reason...the silence is still the same.
Silence means there are better things...people to do.
Fucking be happy he's found a way to make his time there worthwhile.
Still doesn't make the silence any more comfortable...
If he's really not as shallow as you give him credit for, then fuck.
I hope he is shallow. Makes my stress slightly more stable.
Yes, I have homework to do. No, I'd rather depressedbitchrage than do homework.
One week doesn't mean he hates you now.
But if he doesn't have time in those two weeks to even say hi....dammit.
I hate being a fucking creeper.
I also hate other creeper women. Freaks me out even more than myself.
At least I can internalize shit...or find another outlet.
I hope 'leaving' means the same in other parts of the world, as in I'll prolly never see you again with any real frequency.
Fucking bastard.
Wish I could just sleep all day tomorrow. But noooooo....
I'm starting to question whether this is another hormone-induced rant. Probably.
Oh well, should probably go back to homework. Or Tumblr. Stupid Tumblr... :/
But not before I start the fucking doubts again. Seriously, why the fuck does he even keep me around...not like I'm anything to look at compared to the others he keeps contact with. Supposedly. Fuck.
He has other women who are far closer to him now.
Loneliness doesn't drive you to long-distance friends, only to those nearby.
Distance is a convenient excuse.
Whether it's homesickness, boredom or whatever reason...the silence is still the same.
Silence means there are better things...people to do.
Fucking be happy he's found a way to make his time there worthwhile.
Still doesn't make the silence any more comfortable...
If he's really not as shallow as you give him credit for, then fuck.
I hope he is shallow. Makes my stress slightly more stable.
Yes, I have homework to do. No, I'd rather depressedbitchrage than do homework.
One week doesn't mean he hates you now.
But if he doesn't have time in those two weeks to even say hi....dammit.
I hate being a fucking creeper.
I also hate other creeper women. Freaks me out even more than myself.
At least I can internalize shit...or find another outlet.
I hope 'leaving' means the same in other parts of the world, as in I'll prolly never see you again with any real frequency.
Fucking bastard.
Wish I could just sleep all day tomorrow. But noooooo....
I'm starting to question whether this is another hormone-induced rant. Probably.
Oh well, should probably go back to homework. Or Tumblr. Stupid Tumblr... :/
But not before I start the fucking doubts again. Seriously, why the fuck does he even keep me around...not like I'm anything to look at compared to the others he keeps contact with. Supposedly. Fuck.
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