Calling Him Out and Tech Questions...

Well....

Yelling at Jackass did make me feel a bit better. I finally had a chance (and a good reason) to call him an asshole, then just chew him out for all the shit he's pulled on me these past weeks. Took a while, but I squeezed an apology out of him. Granted it didn't come till he tried to tell me that I was "following" him and commenting on everything he did on Facebook. Ahhh, that I wanted to smack him on the face for, so I just yelled at him some more. Sure did work, especially when I told him plenty: that I had better things to do with my time than to follow him around, that I had a life, and that he only thinks that because he wants me to follow him. That last one made me feel REALLY good, and threw him off a little too. But it's a lot more probable than he thinks. He's so insecure about a multitude of things....*sigh*.

But all in all, I think he got the message. I'm done with having to do things on his terms--if he wants to talk to me, I will be as cordial or as pissy as I feel at the time. And if he asks what's the matter, then I'll tell him to shove it up his ass. He should've been there for me when I needed him, and he missed his shot. So if he thinks he can be there for me now (or anytime soon), he can forget it. He's going to have to abide by MY rules dammit, I'm not living on his terms. Unlike Keni, I actually have a backbone.

Now that I got that off my chest.....I need to get ahold of Ryan sometime soon. My computer's down to 288 GB of space, and I don't know what's happened with the missing gigabytes. When I bought it, it was 320...I do sort of expect a slight influx of gigs, but come on. Sure makes me thankful though that I'm friends with the Webmasta, so I can ask him and see what he has to say about it. :/

Also been figuring out how to add photos to this one. It's a bit weird, like it just imports them all into this photo gallery, basically one large folder for them all. Soooo...yeah.

Plus, I want to delete photos from this Kodak card too. Fourth of July is coming up really quick, as in tomorrow. :) More photo fun! And hopefully a chance to try out the rapid-fire feature on the camera. Got lots to learn about on this thing still.

Come On, Where's the Oral?

I made a small revelation today. When I plug this new laptop in, the screen gets much brighter. I never really noticed it till now, so it was a bit of a surprise...but anyways.

I'm going on a book rampage a bit. I really want to go to Lewis and pick up Up in Flames, Katie MacAlister's awesome series with Gabriel....never thought dreadlocks would be hot, but he pulls it off! So I should pick up the second book, just haven't even gotten to finish the first one...then I also am thinking of trying Charlaine Harris's whole True Blood series. Now that show is HOT.

Now I know the books are completely different from the TV series. That's fine with me, 'cause after the season premier recently, well.....they cut out the middle of the sex. Let me start from the beginning: there was makeup sex at the end of the series after their small fight. Ahhh awesome sex indeed. They strip down (oh my), she backs up to the top of the bed, the fangs pop out, annnnd he starts kneeling down towards her. I'm going "Hell yeah, oral sex!" but then that dream was tossed aside as he just grabbed her ankle and pulled her close. Damn, they really should've done oral first...so they're at the end of the bed going at it, and I had a total question of "Isn't he thrusting just a tad slow?" Seriously, it was hot but....it was a bit painstakingly slow for the edge of the bed...

And then all of a sudden she's on her side, on the bed. Wait a minute, what happened between the edge of the bed and there? I know there was some completion in there, but honestly....the curses of television and keeping it to an hour. :/

But overall, that sex was HOT HOT HOT! I'd just like to read the books to, you know, get the whole effect. As in actually see how they got from the end of the bed to in it and behind her and....oh ya....still fucking awesome.

Oh, and when you read a book, you don't actually hear the southern accents. Which kinda bothered me there a little bit...however the drug use didn't bother me much. It's just something that I really doubt is in her books. After the popularity of Weeds, and this being HBO, I can imagine HBO trying to push the boundaries with True Blood. This is their show after all, they can put whatever they want in the show. Including hot vampire sex. Oh, and an old cougar lady having sex with a freaked 17-year-old shapeshifter. Yeep, I felt pity for little Sam. He's naked, and hungry, and he's caught by this freaky old chick. Who has freaky sex. And he's under her with this panicked look on his face rather than, you know, enjoying it. Sam is pretty hot too....compared to Bill of course. :P

Now that my True Blood analysis is finished, back to playing with my new laptop!

Lambert and Laptops: Sexiness Galore!

Ohhh is this laptop sexy....and why yes, this is my first post using my new laptop! I can see where it's a bit of a fingerprint magnet, as everything is glossy. Seriously, even the keyboard is glossy! But I don't mind that; I had used my previous laptop so often that I made the f and j letters on the keyboard smooth. Those, and the spacebar. But it's so amazing, and it came with a cleaning cloth, so I've been wiping it down every time I've finished using it. Bottom line: I LOVE THIS FREAKING THING!!!

Even better, it flies on the Internet. I can actually log onto my USD account now, yes!

And as for other awesome news: I got my grubby little hands on the new issue of Rolling Stone! YES, I can now stare at the sexiness that is Adam Lambert whenever I damn well please! :D

I haven't read the article all the way through, just reached halfway...and I must say, he is VERY intriguing. And in a very good way. *purr*

God, that chest....

Oh, and it's also my parents' 25th anniversary. I have to say, I'm especially glad, proud, and blessed that my parents are still married. It's rare to see marriages last this long anymore, and as I've seen many of my own relatives divorce, I feel pretty lucky. I just hope they last another 25 years... :)

*Cough*

Happy Birthday wishes must go to the King of Sexiness, the epitome of my characters, the source of my inspiration. Oh yes, Rafael.

Dis is also part of the motivation for learning Portuguese: nah, I don't plan on meeting THE, Rafael, but the language is as beautiful as he is.....*purr*

I had a nostalgic moment today when we bought this cute ceramic fox at ShopKo. It reminded me of the little deer that currently sits on our front step...I want to call it ceramic, but it seems like it's made more out of concrete, even though there's really not much of a difference there...but anyway, I was very good friends with my neighbor Nicole (bless her heart for still sticking around, even after she moved), and she had a larger, plastic baby deer. So I would take my little deer and hers and we'd carry them around with us and such, play with them, etc. Then one day I dropped my deer a little, and I had what was probably a big "OH NOES!" moment. Yes I just said that, and yeah I'm pretty sure I overreacted when it happened. And it's not even that big of a deal to me anymore--we never glued what little pieces broke off, and it seems to give the deer personality. But I still remember us playing with our deer and having a blast doing it.

Now speaking of ShopKo, I applied for a job at the one on 41st Street. :) Yuup, I finally am going to get a job. And if all goes well, I might even get to work with Megan, hopefully. It would sure help a lot with my nerves at least...

I can't tell if I have a cold, allergies, or the swine flu. At first I thought it was a bad cold or something to do with the weather, as like I said before, I was getting hot and chills and sore throat, blah blah blah. Next day, the sun was out, the birds were chirping, and I was feeling pretty good. Still sore throat though. Next day, news declares swine flu a pandemic. Ohhhhh I'm scared. Although I wondered if I could've caught it--not to make myself panic, nooooo, instead I was thinking "Whoa, that'd be pretty sweet if I did have swine flu! How many could say they got it..."

Well, that day it had also rained. Now today: sun was back out, but with the rain before, I can't tell if it's a cold, or if the weather really spurred on my allergies. I've been sneezing up a storm, needing tissues like crazy too. Curses, I'm out of tissues in my room too, should've gotten that when we were out shopping too. Meh.

Also, I'm becoming desperate for a new laptop. This current one has specs that are downright pitiful, and recently decided it is running out of hard drive space. The one I want, is $699 and on the outlet list on Best Buy's website. I am so desperate I want to cry, it's that saddening. Just so I have it noted: http://www.bestbuy.com/site/olspage.jsp?skuId=9164343&type=product&id=1218040476937

I want you so bad, it's like I'm insane. Gahhh.

Finding Cash Around The House? Priceless.

149 pennies. $1.49
112 nickels. $5.60
174 dimes. $17.40
90 quarters. $22.50

Total? $46.99. Alllllll in loose change. Seriously.

And the last time we went in to cash in loose change? The total came out to be $120. Holy SHIT.

Plus, to top it off, I found $60 in 20 dollar bills in my change box. I think that was from the last time....but again, seriously?

PLUS, I think I have about 10 or 20 bucks in one of my pants pockets....I've gotta go find that...I swear, I've never felt so rich! Well, except for when we had $120 in change. :D I honestly want to go take it all, add it to my graduation money, and buy a new laptop with it. I really do! Toshiba has some kickass laptops, or at least from what I've seen...

However, I'm heading off to bed now. I think I'm coming down with something, just don't know what....woke up with a sore throat, then later this afternoon I started getting a little dizzy when moving around too much...then ringing in the ears....then hot all over, but chills inside....ick. And my nose is feeling funky, like I need to sneeze or blow my nose really bad, but it's dry and, well, not congested. And I've dealt with congestion plenty.

We'll just blame it on the cloudy weather. I like rain, but not cloudy weather. Either rain, or be sunny! Grrr...

And ohmygosh. I want to see True Blood now. They just had the previews for it on TV, and holy CRAP it looks hot! The guys are questionable, they all look tired....my Zeke's not tired looking, he just looks like he's....sexed up? Seen too much? Dunno. I shall think it over.

I betcha Hulu has it. I shall check!